Curvy girl wears over-sized clothes to hide her beauty in school, until this happened..#africantales – Ty
Amaka had perfected the art of disappearing on a campus full of vibrant personalities and loud opinions she moved through the days like a shadow always there but never truly seen her baggy clothes helped they hung loose on her slender frame hiding curves she didn’t want anyone to notice making her just another face in the crowd it was safer this way no questions no stares no judgment yet no matter how invisible she tried to be one person always saw her aah her best friend had made it her life’s mission to drag amaka out of her
Self-made cocoon and thrust her into the spotlight she was so determined to avoid and now a had found her next grand plan amaka you’ll love this trust me aah said holding up a colorful flyer as they sat in the library the flyer was bright and bold covered in images of smiling students and dramatic stage lights amaka didn’t even need to read the words to know it wasn’t something she wanted to be part of what is it amaka asked cautiously eyeing aa who was practically bouncing in her chair aah grinned and slid the flyer across the table the
University’s cultural week they’re holding a fashion competition you know traditional outfits modern twists the whole thing and guess what you’re entering amaka froze her pencil hovering above her notebook what you heard me aah said her grin widening you’re going to enter amaka blinked at her friend then at the flyer she picked it up and skimmed the words annual interdepartmental fashion competition show your creativity your style your culture she dropped the paper like it burned her no why not a leaned forward
Her chin propped on her hand it’s perfect for you amaka laughed a short bitter sound perfect for me aa have you met me i’m not the kind of person who enters competitions especially not ones where people have to you know look at me aah rolled her eyes that’s the problem amaka you’re too used to hiding you’re gorgeous and you don’t even realize it you’ve got so much to offer but you keep hiding behind these these sacks you call clothes she gestured to a maus oversized sweatshirt and jeans i like my clothes amaka said defensively pulling her
Sweatshirt closer around her and and i like you a countered which is why i’m not going to let you keep hiding you’re entering this competition and that’s final no amaka said again shaking her head firmly i don’t want to stand on a stage i don’t want people staring at me i don’t care what you say i’m not doing it aah side dramatically and leaned back in her chair you always do this you know you underestimate yourself you’re smart you’re talented you’re beautiful st stop amaka interrupted her cheeks flushing i’m not beautiful aah i’m just normal
And that’s fine i don’t need to stand out aah narrowed her eyes her playful tone dropping you’re not just normal amaka you’ve spent so long hiding from people that you’ve forgotten what it feels like to be seen maybe it’s time you reminded them and yourself what you’re capable of amaka looked away her chest tightening she hated these conversations aa meant well but she didn’t understand aah was the bold one the confident one she could light up a room without even trying amaka she was the girl who faded into the background
And she was okay with that i’m not doing it amaka said quietly ending the conversation aa didn’t push further but the sly smile on her face told amaka the matter wasn’t over that night as amaka sat cross-legged on her bed reading a novel for class her phone buzzed with a message she picked it up and read the text her stomach sinking aah guess what i signed you up for the fashion competition you’re welcome amaka’s heart stopped for a moment then started again in a furious rhythm she stared at the screen willing the words to change but
They didn’t she immediately dialed aa’s number hey superstar aah answered cheerfully a amaka said her voice low and dangerous what did you do i signed you up aah said simply you were going to say no so i did it for you now you don’t have a choice aah amaka exclaimed pacing her small room how could you do that i told you i didn’t want to do it and i told you you’d be amazing aah replied unfaced look i know you’re scared but sometimes you have to push through the fear this is your chance amaka don’t waste it i can’t believe you did this
Without asking me amaka said her voice shaking i can’t you can a interrupted you can do this a maka you just don’t know it yet please just show up tomorrow for the additions that’s all i’m asking if you hate it you can quit deal amaka sat on the edge of her bed her head in her hands she wanted to say no to tell a to leave her alone but a small part of her tiny and quiet wondered what it would feel like to step out of her comfort zone just this once fine she said at last i’ll show up but don’t expect anything that’s all i need aah
Said her voice bright you won’t regret this i promise the next afternoon amaka found herself standing outside the campus auditorium her nerves threatening to overwhelm her the sun was warm on her skin but she felt cold students were bustling around laughing and chatting their excitement palpable amaka aun’s voice rang out as she bounded toward her a wide smile on her face she looked vibrant in her brightly colored dress her energy as infectious as ever you made it a said grabbing amakas arm don’t remind me amaka muttered clutching her
Bag tightly you’re going to be amazing aah said pulling her toward the entrance just trust me smile be yourself and walk like you own the place inside the auditorium was alive with activity contestants were practicing their walks adjusting their outfits and chatting nervously amaka felt like an outsider in her loose jeans and oversized blouse she glanced at a who gave her an encouraging smile next contestant amaka okaf for the voice echoed through the auditorium and aaka heart stopped aah nudged her gently go
On she whispered you’ve got this amaka took a deep breath and stepped onto the stage the bright lights blinded her for a moment and she could feel every eye in the room on her her hands shook but she forced herself to t tell us a bit about yourself one of the judges said a stylish woman with a warm smile a maus voice trembled as she began to speak but as she talked about her love for creative writing and her department’s cultural contributions she started to relax the judges nodded their expressions encouraging when she
Finished the applause from the audience was polite but genuine amaka stepped off the stage her legs shaking and found a waiting with a beaming smile you were incredible aah said hugging her tightly amaka shook her head but she couldn’t help the small smile that crept onto her face maybe just maybe this wasn’t the disaster she had imagined moment they stepped outside the auditorium amaka felt like she could breathe again the fresh air hit her face and she finally loosened her grip on her bag her palms were still sweaty and her legs felt like
They were made of jelly a walked beside her practically skipping with excitement you were brilliant a said beaming as she threw an arm around amaka’s shoulders did you hear the applause even the judges were smiling that’s huge amaka amaka shook her head brushing a stray strand of hair from her face i was trembling the whole time my voice sounded shaky and my outfit i looked ridiculous compared to everyone else a stopped walking and turned to face her hands on her hips you did not look ridiculous you looked like you and you
Were amazing that’s what matters amaka glanced at the bustling campus around them her shoulders slumping i don’t know aah everyone else looked so confident so polished i felt like i didn’t belong aah grabbed her by the shoulders her face serious now stop that you belong just as much as anyone else you’re smart you’re talented and whether you believe it or not you’re beautiful the judges saw that i saw that why can’t you amaka didn’t know how to respond she wanted to argue but the look in a’s eyes made her pause
Aah wasn’t just being her usual over-the-top self she meant every word look aah continued her voice softening the hard parts over you went up there and you didn’t run away that’s a win already now all you have to do is keep going one step at a time aach aside rubbing the back of her neck i just don’t want to embarrass myself a what if i mess up in the next round you won’t aah said firmly and even if you do so what everyone messes up sometimes the important thing is that you’re trying that’s more than most people can say amaka gave her a
Small reluctant smile you’re really not going to let me back out of this are you not a chance a said grinning again you’re stuck with me now the next day amaka sat in her dorm room staring at the email from the competition organizers she had made it to the next round part of her felt a small surge of pride but it was quickly drowned out by a wave of anxiety the next round would involve a cultural showcase where contestants would talk about their department and their personal connection to nigerian culture and of course they’d
Have to wear something that reflected that culture she glanced at her closet which was filled with oversized blouses plain t-shirts and baggy jeans nothing she owned would work she buried her face in her hands groaning softly her phone buzzed and she reached for it without looking it was a as usual aah meet me at the student center in 20 minutes we’re going shopping amaka rolled her eyes but couldn’t help smiling a little aah always seemed to know when she needed help even when she didn’t ask for it she grabbed her bag and headed out bracing
Herself for whatever a had planned the student center was crowded as usual with students milling about chatting and grabbing snacks from the small kiosks amaka spotted a near the entrance w excitedly beside her was a tall elegant woman in a brightly patterned dress amaka over here a called beckoning her over amaka hesitated feeling a little out of place but she walked over anyway amaka this is mrs alhalabi a said gesturing to the woman she’s a designer and one of the judges for the competition amaka eyes widened oh um
Hello ma’am she said nervously miss mrs alhalabi smiled warmly and extended a hand hello amaka it’s a pleasure to meet you a has told me all about you she has amaka glanced at a who grinned innocently yes mrs alhalabi said her tone kind she said you’re incredibly talented and that you’re new to the world of competitions i thought i’d offer some advice and maybe a little help amaka blinked unsure what to say help she repeated she’s going to help us find you something to wear for the next round aah said practically buzzing with excitement
Something that’ll make you feel confident oh i don’t know amaka said quickly holding up her hands i don’t think nonsense mrs alhalabi said cutting her off gently you don’t have to decide right now but i want you to know that i’m here to support you competitions like this can be intimidating but they’re also an opportunity to grow and sometimes a good outfit can make all the difference amaka hesitated glancing at a who nodded encouragingly finally she said okay i’ll i’ll think about it that’s all i ask mrs alhalabi said with
A smile now let’s see what we can find spent the next hour browsing through racks of brightly colored fabrics and ready-made outfits a flitted from one rack to another holding up different options and chattering excitedly amaka meanwhile stood awkwardly by the dressing room unsure how to handle the attention try this one adaa said handing her a fitted anor dress with bold geometric patterns amaka stared at it her stomach twisting i don’t think i can pull that off she said quietly you don’t know until you try aah said firmly just
Try it on please reluctantly amaka took the dress and stepped into the dressing room as she slipped it on she barely recognized herself in the mirror the dress hugged her curves in a way that felt both foreign and strangely empowering she ran a hand over the fabric unsure what to think amaka let us see a called from outside slowly amaka opened the door and stepped out aa gasped her eyes lighting up you look incredible she said right mrs alhalabi mrs alhalabi nodded approvingly it’s suits you perfectly you carry yourself
Differently when you’re wearing something that makes you feel confident you look wonderful amaka amaka flushed unsure how to respond she wanted to believe them but years of hiding couldn’t be undone so easily still she couldn’t deny the flicker of pride she felt as she caught her reflection in the store’s mirror maybe she said softly this isn’t so bad next morning amaka arrived at the auditorium for the cultural showcase rehearsal she wore the fitted anchor dress feeling both nervous and oddly excited aah had
Insisted on walking with her chatting the whole way to keep her spirits up you’re going to crush it aah said as they entered the auditorium just remember to speak from the heart the judges love authenticity amaka nodded taking a deep breath she glanced at the other contestants who were practicing their presentations some looked confident and polished while others seemed just as nervous as she felt she swallowed hard her palms sweating when her name was called she stepped onto the stage her heart pounding the lights were
Bright but she forced herself to focus on the judge’s faces she began to speak her voice trembling at first but growing steadier as she talked about her love for nigerian literature and how it had shaped her understanding of culture the judges nodded their expressions thoughtful when she finished there was a smattering of applause from the audience she stepped off the stage her legs shaky but her heart lighter you were amazing a whispered pulling her into a quick hug amaka smiled feeling a small spark of hope maybe a was right maybe she could
Do this after all excitement of the rehearsal had worn off by the next morning leaving amaka with a strange mix of pride and dread she couldn’t deny how good it had felt to stand on that stage and share a part of herself but now the whispers had started everywhere she went on campus she felt the weight of eyes on her the quiet buzz of voices just out of earshot it wasn’t the good kind of attention either she heard snippets of conversations in passing her name mixed with laughter or doubtful tones it made her stomach twist did you see her
Yesterday a girl’s voice drifted toward her as she walked to her next lecture i didn’t even know she could talk she looked so awkward in that dress another voice chimed in like who is she kidding amaka quickened her pace gripping the strap of her bag tightly she tried to block out the voices but they stuck to her like burrs pricking at her confidence by the time she reached the lecture hall she was ready to sink into her usual back row seat and disappear but aah of course had other plans amaka a waved her over from the middle of the
Hall her bright smile cutting through aaka cloud of self-doubt reluctantly amaka made her way over sliding into the seat beside her you okay a asked her voice low enough not to draw attention amaka hesitated then shook her head people are talking about me let them talk aah said with a shrug people will always have something to say it’s not your job to care amaka frowned it’s not that simple a they’re laughing at me then let them laugh aah said firmly turning to face her you’re doing something brave amaka most of those
People wouldn’t even dare to step on that stage they’re just jealous i promise you i don’t know amaka muttered looking down at her notebook maybe i should just quit aahk hand shot out grabbing her arm don’t you dare amaka looked up startled by the intensity in a’s voice you’re not quitting aah said her eyes blazing do you hear me you’re better than this you’re not going to let a bunch of insecure people stop you from doing something amazing but what if i’m not amazing amaka whispered her voice barely audible aah softened her grip
Loosening you are a maka you just don’t see it yet but i do and i’m not going to let you give up on yourself later that day amaka found herself sitting in the student center trying to study but failing miserably the whispers from earlier still echoed in her mind making it impossible to focus she was so lost in thought that she didn’t notice someone standing in front of her until they spoke amaka right she looked up to see a tall confident girl with striking features and a perfectly styled outfit it was bannel one of the other
Contestants in the competition aaka stomach sank she’d noticed bannel at the rehearsal her polished presentation her her effortless grace everything about her screamed confidence yes amaka said cautiously that’s me banel smiled but there was something sharp about it like a blade hidden under silk she slid into the seat across from amaka without waiting for an invitation i just wanted to say how impressed i was with your presentation yesterday banel said her tone smooth but not entirely warm you’ve got potential thank you amaka said
Unsure how to respond bannel leaned forward slightly her smile widening but if i’m being honest i think you’re in over your head these competitions aren’t as easy as they seem it takes a lot more than a pretty dress and a few nice words to win amaka stiffened her fingers tightening around her pen i know that she said quietly do you bannel asked raising an eyebrow because from what i’ve seen you’re not exactly competition material amaka’s heart sank but she forced herself to hold banal’s gaze why are you telling me this banel shrugged leaning
Back in her chair just being honest i figured you’d appreciate some friendly advice friendly amaka repeated her voice tinged with disbelief of course bannel said with a laugh that didn’t reach her eyes look i know what it’s like to be new to this kind of thing can be overwhelming but if you’re not car careful it can also be humiliating amaka cheeks burned but she refused to look away i’ll keep that in mind she said tightly good banel said standing up anyway best of luck you’ll need it she walked away her heels clicking against
The floor leaving amaka sitting there with a storm of emotions churning inside her anger embarrassment and a flicker of determination all fought for space in her mind evening amaka sat in her dorm room staring at her reflection in the mirror the dress from the rehearsal hung on the back of her chair a reminder of how far she’d come and how much further she had to go ban’s words played over and over in her head but so did adas you’re better than this you’re not going to let them stop you she took a deep breath and reached for her phone without
Overthinking it she called aah hey aah answered on the first ring what’s up i need your help amaka said i don’t want to quit but i don’t know how to do this aahk voice softened amaka you’re already doing it you don’t have to be perfect you just have to be you but what if that’s not enough amaka asked her voice cracking it is aah said firmly and i’ll be here every step of the way to remind you for the first time in days amaka felt a glimmer of hope she didn’t know if she could win but maybe just maybe she could prove to herself that she
Belonged next rehearsal came faster than amaka expected she arrived at the auditorium feeling nervous but determined aah had stayed up late with her the night before helping her practice her walk and fine-tune her presentation she wasn’t perfect but she was better as she waited for her turn she noticed bannel watching her from across the room her expression unreadable amaka straightened her back and held her head high refusing to let banal’s presence shake her when her name was called she stepped onto the stage her heart pounding but
Her steps steady the judges watched her closely as she spoke their faces thoughtful she could feel their eyes on her every move but she pushed through the nerves and finished strong as she left the stage one of the judges a kindl looking woman with glasses smiled at her and said well done amaka you’ve improved a lot the words warmed her heart and for the first time she felt like she might actually have a chance the end of the day amaka was exhausted but proud she met aa outside the auditorium and her friend immediately pulled her into a hug
You killed it aah said practically bouncing with excitement i told you you could do this amaka laughed her chest feeling lighter than it had in days i couldn’t have done it without you don’t sell yourself short aah said grinning you’re the one doing the work i’m just here to cheer you on on as they walked back to their dorms amaka couldn’t help but feel a flicker of something she hadn’t felt in a long time hope she wasn’t sure what the future held but for the first time she was ready to face it head-on final rehearsal before the
Cultural showcase loomed large in aaka mind she had spent the past few days walking a titr trope of determination and doubt fueled by a’s unwavering cheerleading and haunted by bannel cutting words each time she rehearsed first she improved just a little bit more but the real test was just ahead it was the morning of the rehearsal and amaka sat on the edge of her bed staring at the anchor dress hanging on the closet door she hadn’t touched it since the last fitting her fingers trembled as she reached out brushing the fabric
Lightly it was beautiful far more beautiful than anything she’d ever owned but wearing it felt like stepping into someone else’s life her phone buzzed on the bedside table snapping her out of her thoughts it was aah aah ready i’m waiting outside your dorm let’s do this a mo aside picking up her phone to reply before she could type anything there was a knock at the door she didn’t need to guess who it was aaka a called her voice muffled through the door if you don’t come out i’m coming in amaka rolled her eyes but smiled despite
Herself i’m coming she said oh opening the door aah stood there dressed in a bright yellow jumpsuit that made her look like the sun itself her grin was as big as ever but it softened when she saw a machus hesitant expression hey aah said gently what’s wrong i don’t know if i can do this amaka admitted stepping aside to let a in what if i mess up what if i look ridiculous you’re not going to mess up aah said firmly she walked over to the dress and held it up against aaka and you definitely won’t look ridiculous
This dress was made for you trust me amaka bit her lip her nerves gnawing at her confidence but no buts aah said cutting her off do you remember what we talked about you’re doing this for you not for bannel not for the judges not for anyone else just you amaka nodded slowly taking a deep breath okay let’s go the auditorium buzzed with activity as contestants gathered for the final rehearsal amaka’s heart raced as she walked in her dress neatly packed in a garment bag over her arm she could feel the weight of the room’s energy the mix
Of nerves and excitement and it made her stomach twist don’t look so tense a whispered nudging her you’ve got this amaka nodded but didn’t reply her eyes scanned the room landing on bannel who stood near the stage chatting and laughing with a group of other contestants banel polished appearance and easy confidence made a mcus insecurities bubble to the surface again focus on yourself aa said following her gaze forget about her easier said than done a maka thought but she forced herself to turn away and head to the
Dressing room to change nakaka emerged in her fitted anchor address the reaction was immediate the other contestants turned to look their conversations halting mid-sentence she could feel their eyes on her their silent judgments pressing down on her like a waight you look stunning a whispered beaming on it amaka amaka swallowed hard her hands trembling slightly she forced herself to take steady steps toward the stage where the rehearsal was about to begin her turn came sooner than she expected the coordinator called her name and she
Stepped onto the stage her heart pounding so loudly she was sure the judges could hear it the lights were bright making it hard to see the audience but she knew they were there watching waiting she took a deep breath and began her presentation her voice wavered at first but as she spoke about her connection to nigerian culture and the importance of celebrating heritage she felt her confidence grow the words came easier flowing naturally as she shared her thoughts she finished with a small hesitant smile and the judges
Nodded approvingly thank you amaka one of the judges said her voice warm that was lovely amaka stepped off the stage her legs shaky but her heart lighter she caught a’s eye in the audience and her friend gave her a double thumbs up mouthing you killed it as the rehearsal continued amaka found a quiet corner backstage to sit and catch her breath she felt proud of herself but the weight of the day still lingered her moment of peace didn’t last long though bannel appeared her polished smile as sharp as ever amaka bannel said her tone sugary
Sweet that was nice amaka looked up at her wary thank you bano leaned against the wall crossing her arms you know this competition isn’t just about looking pretty and giving a good speech it’s about presence confidence some people have it and some don’t amaka frowned feeling the sting of balan’s words what’s your point my point banel said her smile widening is that you should be careful people will start expecting more from you now if you can’t deliver it’ll be embarrassing for you i mean amaka clenched her fists her chest tightening
With a mix of anger and hurt i’m not here to compete with you bannel of course you’re not bannel said her voice dripping with mock sincerity because there’s no competition before amaka could respond bannel turned and walked away her heels clicking against the floor amaka sat there her confidence shaken once again aa found her backstage a few minutes later she immediately knew something was wrong what happened she asked sitting down beside amaka bannel amaka said quietly she thinks i don’t belong here banel full of hot air aah
Said rolling her eyes don’t let her get to you but what if she’s right amaka whispered what if i’m not good enough a grabbed her shoulders forcing her to look up listen to me amaka bannel is scared of you that’s why she’s trying to mess with your head she knows you’re a threat amaka shook her head i don’t feel like a threat that’s because you’re too nice aah said her voice firm but you don’t have to be you’re stronger than you think amaka don’t let her win maka took a deep breath nodding slowly okay i’ll try that’s my girl aah said
Grinning now let’s finish this rehearsal and show them what you’ve got as she and aah walked back to their dorms the sun setting behind them aah turned to her with a smile you’re amazing you know that amaka laughed softly i’m trying and you’re succeeding aah said one step at a time for the first time in a long time amaka believed her pumping with unease did you see her during the rehearsal a girl’s voice floated from behind her amaka didn’t look back but slowed her pace to hear yeah another voice responded low and conspiratorial i mean
She tried but it was obvious she’s out of her league she looked so uncomfortable in that dress the first voice added honestly i don’t know why she’s even bothering amaka’s cheeks burned and she quickened her steps wanting nothing more than to disappear here she pushed open the lecture hall door and slipped into a seat in the back row hoping to avoid further attention but even as the lecturer began speaking she couldn’t shake the sting of their words after class aah found her sitting under a tree outside her head resting on
Her knees a popped down beside her crossing her legs and tilting her head to get a better look at amaka’s face what’s wrong aa asked her voice gentle but knowing amaka didn’t look up people are talking about me she muttered and not in a good way of course they are aah said matter of factly you’re doing something big people love to talk about anyone who stands out amaka lifted her head frowning i’m not trying to stand out i just i don’t know i feel like i don’t belong aah shook her head her brows furrowing stop that amaka you do
Belong people are only talking because they don’t have the guts to do do what you’re doing let them talk it’s not that easy amaka said softly it feels like everyone’s waiting for me to fail well then you’ll just have to prove them wrong aah said with a grin show them what you’re made of amaka gave her a small hesitant smile you always make it sound so simple because it is aa said standing up and brushing off her jeans she extended a hand to amaka come on let’s grab lunch you need to eat if if you’re going to keep fighting amaka
Hesitated but eventually took her friend’s hand a’s energy was infectious and even though doubts still lingered in her mind she couldn’t help but feel a later that afternoon amaka found herself walking across campus her thoughts swirling she was replaying the whispers she’d heard that morning trying to make sense of how she’d become such a topic of conversation she didn’t even notice damir until he called her name amaka she stopped abrupt ly turning to see him jogging toward her his easy smile and relaxed demeanor made her nerves settle
If only slightly hey she said shifting her bag on her shoulder you’re hard to catch he said with a laugh i’ve been meaning to talk to you since the rehearsal oh amaka said unsure what to expect what about i just wanted to say i thought you did really well damir said his tone sincere you spoke with so much heart it was refreshing amaka felt her cheeks warm thank you she said quietly i wasn’t sure if it was good enough it was more than good enough damir said you’re standing out for all the right reasons amaka glanced at him surprised you think
So absolutely he said nodding don’t let the noise get to you people always talk but it doesn’t mean anything she smiled his words easing some of the tension that had been weighing her down thanks damir that means a lot no problem he said giving her a friendly pat on the shoulder and if you ever need help with anything let me know i’ve got your back as he walked away amaka felt a small surge of confidence maybe she wasn’t as alone in this as she thought evening however her confidence was tested again a post on the campus forum caught her
Eye it was a thread about the competition and as she scrolled through the comments her stomach twisted did you see that aaka girl she’s trying too hard she’s cute but she doesn’t have what it takes to win bannel is the real star amaka should just quit before she embarrasses herself amaka slammed her laptop shut her chest tightening why was it so hard for people to just leave her alone she hadn’t asked for their opinions she didn’t want to be a target she just wanted to prove to herself that she could do this a knock at her door
Started l her amaka it’s me a called from the other side amaka opened the door her face pale they’re talking about me online now she said her voice trembling aah stepped inside closing the door behind her let me guess campus forums amaka nodded h i hate those things aah said plopping onto the bed they’re full of bored people with nothing better to do don’t let it get to you it’s hard not too amaka said sitting down beside her i feel like i’m fighting a losing battle you’re not a said firmly you’re winning aaka that’s why they’re
Talking they’re threatened by you you’ve got something they don’t and what’s that amaka asked her voice tinged with doubt heart a said grinning you’re real amaka that scares people who are only pretending to have it together aak aside leaning back against the wall i don’t know if i can do this aah feels like too much you can do this aah said reaching for her hand i know it feels overwhelming but you’re stronger than you think and you’re not alone i’m with you every step of the way aaka looked at her friend her chest tightening with
Gratitude thanks aah i don’t know what i do without you you’d be fine aah said with a wink but it’s more fun with me around the next day a mo walked into the rehearsal with a renewed sense of determination she had spent the night replaying a’s words in her head letting them drown out the negativity she’d read online she wasn’t going to let the whispers the stairs or the posts get to her not today as she stepped onto the stage for her turn she held her head high her voice steady as she delivered her presentation the judges watched her
Closely their expressions thoughtful when she finished there was a moment of silence before one of the judges smiled and said well done amaka that was a big improvement her chest swelled with pride as she stepped off the stage catching aa’s excited wave from the audience but just as she was starting to feel good she heard banal’s voice behind her not bad bannel said her tone casual but laced with condescension you’re improving but don’t get too comfortable the real test is coming amaka turned to face her her jaw tightening i’m not
Trying to compete with you banel i’m here to prove something to myself bannel smirked crossing her arms that’s cute but this is a competition amaka there’s only room for one winner amaka held her ground her voice steady we’ll see the rehearsal ended and the contestants filed out of the auditorium amaka walked beside a her shoulders square and her steps firm for the first time she felt like like she could face whatever came next you did great today aah said bumping her shoulder ban’s just scared because she knows you’re a threat amaka
Smiled her heart lighter than it had been in days thanks aah i think i’m starting to believe it that’s the spirit aah said grinning now let’s get some food you’ve earned it as they walked across campus the sun setting behind them amaka couldn’t help but feel a flicker of hope the road head was still uncertain but for the first time she was ready to face it head-on takaka was finally beginning to feel like she had a rhythm the cultural showcase was just days away and she had practiced her presentation enough times to recite it
In her sleep adaa made sure she stayed motivated peppering her with encouragement every time her doubts crept back in even dlair had checked in once or twice offering words of support that made her feel lighter but deep down a knew the whispers hadn’t stopped on the morning of the campus forum a public event meant to promote the cultural showcase and give contestants a platform to interact with students amaka woke up with a knot in her stomach aah had called earlier buzzing with excitement about the event but amaka couldn’t shake
The nervous energy building in her chest she spent most of the morning pacing her dorm room rehearsing her answers to possible questions what if they asked something she didn’t know how to answer what if she stumbled over her words what if bannel decided to embarrass her in front of everyone a sharp knock at the door startled her out of her thoughts amaka open up a’s voice called from the hallway we’re going to be late amaka opened the door to find aah holding two steaming cups of tea here aah said handing her one you need this you look
Like you’ve seen a ghost i feel like i have amaka muttered taking the c up and sipping slowly aah raised an eyebrow what’s wrong what’s not wrong amaka said setting the cup down on her desk what if i mess up what if someone asks me something i can’t answer what if stop aah said firmly holding up a hand you’re overthinking again you’ve got this amaka you’ve practiced you’re prepared and you’re going to be amazing trust me aaka side i don’t know a feels like everyone’s just waiting for me to fail let them wait aah said with a shrug
Because it’s not going to happen the forum was held in the campus amphitheater a wide open space surrounded by rows of stone seating students were already filing in when amaka and aah arrived and the buzz of chatter filled the air amaka felt her nerves spike as she scanned the crowd but a’s reassuring presence beside her kept her grounded they found seats near the front where the contestants were expected to sit bannel was already there dressed in a sleek fitted outfit that screamed confidence she gave a maka a
Once over and smirked her gaze lingering just long enough to make a maka’s stomach twist don’t let her get to you a whispered nudging amaka’s arm she’s just trying to mess with your head amaka nodded but her palms felt clammy she gripped the edge of her seat willing herself to stay calm the for began with a brief introduction from the event coordinator who explained the purpose of the cultural showcase and how it aimed to celebrate the diversity and creativity of nigerian heritage then one by one the contestants were invited to
Speak about their inspirations and experiences in the competition so far when it was a mockus turn she stood up on shaky legs and made her way to the microphone the crowd fell quiet their eyes fixed on her she could feel the weight of their stairs but she took a deep breath and began i’ve always been someone who preferred to stay in the background she said her voice steady despite the nerves bubbling beneath the surface but this competition has taught me that stepping out of your comfort zone can be scary but it’s also where
Growth happens she spoke about her love for storytelling how nigerian culture inspired her writing and how this competition had pushed her to embrace parts of herself she’d spent years hiding as she spoke she noticed a shift in the audience the skepticism in their eyes softened replaced by curiosity and in some cases encouragement when she finished there was a smattering of applause and she returned to her seat her chest heaving with relief you nailed it aah whispered squeezing her hand amaka gave her a small grateful smile but the warmth was
Shortlived coordinator opened the floor for questions inviting students to direct their inquiries to the contestants at first the questions were light and harmless about favorite cultural traditions or how they balance schoolwork with the competition but then a hand shot up from the middle of the crowd and amaka’s stomach dropped it was bannel amaka banel said her voice smooth and laced with feigned politeness you’ve mentioned that this competition is pushing you out of your comfort zone but don’t you think it’s unfair to compete
In something you’re clearly not prepared for i mean some of us have been working on our craft for years the crowd murmured and amaka felt her face grow hot she could see banal’s smug expression daring her to respond a whispered urgently don’t let her get to you you’ve got this amaka took a shaky breath and leaned toward the microphone you’re right she said her voice calmed despite the storm raging inside her i don’t have years of experience and i’m not as polished as some of the other contestants but i don’t think think this
Competition is just about being perfect it’s about growth and i’ve already grown so much just by being here the crowd murmured again but this time the tone was different curious even supportive bannel smirk faltered slightly but she quickly recovered well bannel said her tone icy letun hope that’s enough the form wrapped up amaka felt like she could finally breathe again the tension in her chest eased as students began filing out of the amphitheater some stopping to compliment her on her presentation you handled that
Beautifully a said as they walked back toward the dorms i wanted to strangle bannel but you put her in her place amaka smiled faintly but her mind was still replaying the moment over and over i just hope i didn’t make a fool of myself you didn’t adaa said firmly if anything you showed everyone how strong you are later that evening amaka sat in her dorm room reflecting on the day banal’s words had stung but they hadn’t broken her for the first time she realized that she didn’t have to be perfect to prove she belonged she just
Had to keep trying keep pushing and keep believing in herself the road ahead was still uncertain but amaka was ready to face it one step at a time the day of the final showcase arrived faster than amaka expected the tension on campus was palpable and the air buzzed with excitement as students gathered in groups to discuss who they thought would win amaka tried to stay focused as she got ready but her hands trembled as she smoothed the fabric of her new dress aah was sitting cross-legged on a macas bed watching her
Intently stop fidgeting she said reaching out to grab amaka’s hand you’re going to be amazing amacha side pulling her hand away to adjust the neckline of the gown mrs alhalabi had created for her it was another fitted anchor a piece elegant but understated with soft patterns that complimented her frame it was the kind of dress that made her feel both exposed and powerful at the same time what if i trip on stage amaka asked her voice shaky or forget my lines or stop aah interrupted standing up and placing both hands on aaka shoulders
We’ve practiced for this you’ve walked that stage a million times in rehears you know your lines by heart you’ve got this amaka i believe in you amaka looked at her friend greatful but still unsure what if i’m not good enough you are good enough aah said firmly and tonight everyone else is going to see that too the auditorium was packed when they arrived the buzz of excited chatter filling the space aa’s heart raced as she peaked through the curtain seeing the rows of students judges and faculty members waiting for the show to begin
The lights on the stage seemed brighter than ever and the thought of stepping into them made her stomach twist a nudged her gently don’t think about the crowd she whispered just focus on you this is your moment amaka nodded taking a deep breath she looked down at her dress smoothing the fabric again as if it would somehow calm her nerves the show began with a burst of music and introductions each contestant stepping onto the stage to applause aus turn came quickly and she felt her legs turn to jelly as the coordinator called her name
You’re up aah whispered giving her a reassuring smile amaka stepped forward the lights blinding her for a moment as she walked onto the stage the applause was polite but not overwhelming and she forced herself to keep moving her head held high her presentation started smoothly she spoke about her love for nigerian storytelling weaving in person person al anecdotes about how her family’s traditions had shaped her perspective her voice trembled slightly at first but as she continued it grew steadier more confident she could feel
The audience leaning in listening intently to her words and that’s why i believe our culture is not just something to preserve it’s something to celebrate she concluded her heart pounding as she stepped back from the microphone the applause was louder this time and she caught a glimpse of adaah in the audience clapping furiously with a wide grin on her face as the other contestants took their turns amaka returned to the wings her nerves still buzzing bannel was up next her sleek gown sparkling under the stage lights as she stroe to the
Microphone her voice was smooth and confident her presentation polished and practiced she commanded the stage with an ease that made aus earlier doubts resurface when bannel finished the applause was thunderous and amaka couldn’t help but feel a pang of insecurity she glanced at a who mouthed you’re better with a wink but it didn’t completely ease the knot in her stomach the final portion of the showcase was the runway segment where each contestant would walk the stage in their cultural attire showcasing their poise and
Personality amaka stood in line backstage her palms sweaty as she waited for her turn you look nervous bannel said her voice low and dripping with false concern she stood a few feet away adjusting her earrings amaka didn’t reply focusing instead on steadying her breathing don’t worry bannel continued stepping closer it’s natural to feel out of place in a competition like this not everyone is cut out for it amaka looked at her her jaw tightening if you’re trying to intimidate me it’s not going to work bannel smirked her eyes
Narrowing i’m just being honest this isn’t your scene amaka but good luck out there you’ll need it before amaka could respond the stage coordinator called her name she straightened her shoulders her heart pounding as she stepped into the light walk down the runway felt like the longest moment of amaka life the lights were blinding and the eyes of the audience bore into her but she focused on each step one at a time her dress flowed gracefully as she moved and she could feel the fabric swish around her ankles when she reached the end of the
Runway she paused turning slightly to give the audience a full view of her outfit her chest felt tight but she forced a small confident smile the applause was scattered at first but grew louder as she made her way back to the wings aah was waiting for her practically bouncing with excitement you were incredible she whispered pulling amaka into a quick hug you looked so confident up there amaka smiled her nerves starting to fade i just hope it was enough the final results were announced at the end of the night the
Tension in the auditorium thick as the judges took the stage to deliver their verdict amaka sat with the other contestants her hands clenched in her lap as the coordinator read through the list of awards and now for the winner of this year’s cultural showcase the coordinator announced pausing for dramatic effect the contestant who displayed exceptional creativity confidence and authenticity aaka okafor the room erupted in applause and for a moment amaka couldn’t move she stared at the stage in disbelief her mind
Struggling to process what had just happened aah nudged her hard go she whispered laughing that’s you amaka stood on shaky legs making her way to the stage as the applause grew louder the coordinator handed her a bouquet of flowers and a plaque and she turned to face the audience her heart swelling with pride congratulations one of the judges said smiling warmly you earned this amaka blinked back tears unable to find the words to reply she looked out at the crowd catching a’s beaming face in the front row and felt a wave of
Gratitude wash over her she had done it against all odds she had proven to herself and everyone else that she belonged the applause still echoed in aoca ears as she walked off the stage clutching the plaque and bouquet tightly against her chest her heart was pounding and her face felt warm under the glow of the auditorium lights she couldn’t believe it she had won the moment felt surreal like a dream she hadn’t dared to have aah was waiting in the wings practically bouncing on her heels the moment amaka stepped off the stage aah
Threw her arms around her in a tight hug you did it a a exclaimed pulling back to beam at her i told you didn’t i i told you you could do it amaka laughed her voice shaky with emotion i still can’t believe it she said looking down at the plaque in her hands i never thought this could actually happen well believe it aah said grinning because it did you were amazing up there amaka you earned this before amaka could reply a crowd of students began to gather around her congratulating her and offering kind words she tried to take it all in but it
Felt overwhelming the attention the compliments it was so far from the quiet unnoticed life she was used to aaka damir’s voice cut through the crowd and she turned to see him making his way toward her his smile was as bright as ever his easy confidence radiating as he stopped in front of her congratulations he said warmly you were incredible tonight thank you amaka said her cheeks flushing i couldn’t have done it without a and everyone else who believed in me give yourself some credit damir said you did this you showed everyone who you are
And it was inspiring amaka opened her mouth to respond but before she could bannel appeared her expression unreadable the crowd around maka quieted as bannel stepped forward her sleek gown shimmering under the lights well bannel said her voice calm but edged with something amaka couldn’t quite place i guess congratulations are in order amaka blinked unsure of how to respond thank you she said cautiously banel smile didn’t reach her eyes but she nodded you surprised me tonight i didn’t think you had it in you but you proved me wrong
The tension in the air was thick and amaka felt a a step closer to her side a silent show of support amaka took a deep breath summoning her courage thank you she said again this time with more confidence i know i still have a lot to learn but this was a big step for me banel smile faltered slightly a let out a low whistle did that just happen amaka nodded slowly her chest feeling lighter for the first time ban’s words didn’t sting they didn’t have power over her anymore the celebration continued late into the night maa found herself
Surrounded by friends classmates and even strangers who wanted to congratulate her she smiled until her cheeks achd the warmth of their support making her heart swell but as the crowd began to thin she found a quiet corner to sit and collect her thoughts a joined her a few moments later holding two cups of juice thought you could use this she said handing one to amaka thanks amaka said taking a sip it’s been a lot in the best way aah said nudging her playfully come on don’t tell me you’re not enjoying this i am amaka admitted a
Small smile tugging at her lips it’s just new i spent so much time trying not to be seen this is different different is good a said you’re finally stepping into who you are amaka and people love you for it amaka looked down at her cup her thoughts swirling it’s not just about the competition she said softly it’s about proving to myself that i can do this that i don’t have to hide anymore aa smiled reaching out to squeeze her hand and you did i’m so proud of you amaka next day the buzz around campus was still strong students
Stopped aaka in the halls to congratulate her professors smiled at her in passing and even the campus forum was filled with positive comments for once it was overwhelming but in a good way as she walked to class she found damir waiting outside the lecture hall he grinned when he saw her waving her over hey he said as she approached how’s the new campus celebrity amaka laughed shaking her head i’m not a celebrity you are now damir said everyone’s talking about you and for good reason amaka felt her cheeks flush it’s still feels
Strange she admitted but i’m getting used to it you should damir said because you deserve it they walked into the lecture hall together and amaka couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride she wasn’t the invisible girl anymore she was someone who had faced her fears and come out stronger on the other side the weeks passed life began to settle into a new normal amaka continued her classes but now she found herself embracing opportunities she would have shied away from before she joined a creative writing club started mentoring younger
Students and even submitted one of her short stories to a national competition a of course was her biggest cheerleader you’re unstoppable now a said 1 afternoon as they walked across campus next thing you know you’ll be running for student government amaka laughed letun not get ahead of ourselves i’m serious a said grinning you’ve got the talent the confidence and now the recognition you can do anything amaka amaka smiled feeling a warmth in her chest for the first time she believed it the journey to self-acceptance hadn’t
Been easy but as amaka looked back on the months leading up to the cultural showcase she realized how far she had come she wasn’t the same girl who hid behind baggy clothes and a